Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Hope

Feeling bleak ~ my mood matches the foggy air ~ skies heavily laden with gray clouds. A killer Chiari headache pounds at the base of my head, again, today ~ pulsating to the beat of my heart ~ like a hammer slamming into the back of my head.

Press on ~ have faith that relief is on the horizon. Lean by faith, not by feelings. It's how I have learned how to cope with pain. I don't need anyone to fix it for me ~ just sharing where I am today ~ it's the nature of the brain tail beast. Queli's post really helped me put words to what I have been feeling lately ~ reminding my that I do have a greater purpose on Earth that is greater than the bounds of my human body.

Hope and faith in the Lord is the only thing holding my up today.

2 comments:

Puglet said...

My chiari headaches were always much worse when the weather changed. It is humid and gray and cooler here today, and I am marveling that while I have what many would consider a "bad" headache..it's so much better than what it would have been before.

Chiarians are like living barometers. Truely.

I love rainy weather..I do..but it seems today is a suck day for all zipperheads. At least for the Co-op, anyway

Linda said...

Hang in there Lace. Living in NC I can say the weather is horrible on ACM. We don't need the Weather Channel anymore. :)

God is going to get all of us through this mess. In the last week I have felt like giving up since so much is being thrown at me but I know God is with me. He has needed to carry me a lot lately but He has the strength to help us move forward when we feel there is nothing left and we need to give up.

{{{HUGS}}}

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