Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Who Am I?

I am incredibly humbled by how human I am ~ how quickly I can go from feeling the hand of God come down and touch me on the shoulder ~ shine light in the dark corners of my life ~ and so quickly feel the grip of fear and doubt creep back into my life.

My S.O.S. was heard loud and clear ~ the rescue boat is coming soon ~ but when? Awesome, I've gotten the official letter from the insurance company explaining that they are supporting my quest to have surgeries to make things right with my brain and spine. I haven't gotten a call from TCI yet. I know that they are incredibly busy and I have set my expectations low and don't expect to hear from them until after Thanksgiving.

I hear Brother Jeremiah's words echoing in my brain ~ focus on Jesus ~ the problems will always be there ~ but focus on Jesus ~ look to him for support and strength.

Who Am I ~ Casting Crowns

Who am I,
that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I,
that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I,
that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours


Bob Racette said...

Hey neighbor,

Kate, the kids and I are very happy to hear this next part of the process is beginning for you. Congratulations!

Please know, WHENEVER NEEDED, we will be there to help you and your family (remember the parable about the foot prints in the sand...)


Queli said...

CALL THEM!!!! Don't put yourself on the waiting game. You have waited long enough.
I am so excited for you my Chiari Sister. TCI is the best. Make sure you tell them I sent that I did, but perhaps it will get me a referal discount on my next surgery. :)

Suzy @ said...

Everytime I hear this song, I close my eyes and visualize each word that is being's an amazing song isn't it?

Thanks for sharing the lyrics. Reminds me to put into perspective what I'm feeling right now, and stop being so down.