Thursday, May 14, 2009

There's Some Good In this World Worth Fighting For



Yesterday there was a public announcement that Dr. Bolognese ~ neurosurgeon extraordinaire has been reinstated to resume business as usual again ~ This is great news for the Chiari community. I have seen every spectrum of emotions just flooding out of bloggers across the community ~ anger, rage, fear, hopeless, dread, panic ~ I can't tell you how many of you I have talked down from the bridge ~ urging you to keep the faith in TCI ~ lean on the facts and not the feelings. Dr. B is a groundbreaking, incredible doctor ~ those are the facts ~ he has restored my health to 90% and I am forever grateful :)

Something I have learned as a brain surgery survivor and as a chiarian is that when all hope fades and all you can see is darkness enveloping you, this is when faith steps in and shines a light in those dark places. I think we all can stop holding out breaths and breathe a deep sigh of relief. I had my post op f/u appointment today at TCI ~ I have news. but more on that in another post. Just a reminder that no matter what life continues to throw me, there's always something good in this world worth fighting for ~ looking for more brighter days.

Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.

Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.

Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?

Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.

Leeland-Brighter Days Lyrics

Time keeps moving on
Through the sunshine and the storm
And my dreams are set in stone
And someday I’ll be who I want to be
For now I’ll wait
For the sun to shine again
And for now I’ll wait
For the rain to pass away

And I’m looking for the brighter days
When all my hurts seem to fade away
I’m looking for the brighter days to come my way

Faces come and faces go
But none seem to look my way
And walls have stood and walls have fallen
But my heart seems to wait
For now I’ll sit at the end of the road
And for now I’ll wait
At the end of the pathway

I’ll see the sun one day shine upon me
I’ll see the sun one day
And watch the night time turn to morning
But for now it all comes back around

4 comments:

Patti said...

Thanx Lacie for the words of encouragement, I really needed it today. Sometimes it is so hard to deal with things that life throws at us, now is one of those times for me. Please pray for me. Been so brave so far about what has been going on here, today I am not so brave.
Thanks again~Patti

Dee Hall said...

As we all use our voices as one.. someone was listening! Iam so Thankful for the Doctor's at The Chiari Institute..especially Dr Bolognese & Dr Milhorat.. they did a wonderful job on my 3 surgeries last year! There are no words to express my feelings of appreciation! Just elated that TCI is back in business!

Again your words of incouragement are always on key!

Be Well
Dee

The Gyrovague said...

Always the encourager aren't ya... And I am glad that you are.

It has been 6 months since my decompression with Dr. Oro and life is going well. It is now time I turn my ordeal into encouragement for others, because if Laci can do it... then so can I!!

Thanks for the b-day wishes. Not to many more am I going to celebrate. Pretty soon I will be celebrating them with a drug cocktail and a long nap!

Carleen said...

Lacie, an award is waiting for you on my blog. I hope that you will accept it!